My Mom is a Singer


I have a very important engagement today.  I am speaking to my duaghter Millie's Girl Scout troop about what it's like to have a career in music.  I have found that the first rule of speaking to a group of one of my childrens peers is simple...do not embarrass the child.  Millie doesn't see me as a singer.  I'm just her mom.  I'm the lady who gets stressed out at the computer, strums away at my guitar all day, makes her dinners, gives her advice on friends and doctors infected ears.  

We brought 5 of our 10 children with us to a wonderful western festival this last weekend called the Cache Valley Rendezvous.  Of course the highlight of the weekend to our children was not seeing mom perform.  Swimming in the pool, staying at a hotel and getting spoiled in the green room was higher on their list of thrills.  Little CeCe said, "When mom sings, I get this feeling that she is very, very popular."  I could tell that this concept was strange to her.

The truth is that all of our mothers are more than just our moms.  Thats a hard truth for.  They have  their own ambitions, their own dreams and their own weaknesses and heartaches that we have a hard time allowing them.  Thinking of a mom as anything other than a mom sometimes stretches a childs imagination beyond what he/she is capable of.  A child needs that maternal connection and when it is missing there is a hole in the heart.

I have made peace with myself in my role as a mother.  Time and experience has a way of settling on a persons soul.  My job is not to be perfect or to micro-manage my childrens lives.  My job is to be real and to be connected.   I think having ten children has helped me to define my role as a mother.  It is physically impossible for me to help write my childrens research papers, attend every game, or provide expensive gifts for every occasion.  What I am capable of is providing a lifetime of love and encouragement. 

So today when I go speak to Millie and her fellow Girl Scouts, I'm going to say, "Hi, I'm Millie's Mom.  I also am a singer and a songwriter and make my living sharing music with folks."  My goal is not to be famous.  My goal is to let my light shine as brightly as I can and teach my children to do the same.

3 comments

  • Sheri

    Sheri

    Beautifully said Mary!

    Beautifully said Mary!

  • linda dunn

    linda dunn

    Hey u cute little missy its 1 of ur stocker chicks (hehe) just had to say ur new cd is fab love every song u r very amazing hope u continue to share such a wonderful talent. Ur fam is way cute too by the way. The jam session was just icing on the cake tx again for such a fun evening Linda

    Hey u cute little missy its 1 of ur stocker chicks (hehe) just had to say ur new cd is fab love every song u r very amazing hope u continue to share such a wonderful talent. Ur fam is way cute too by the way. The jam session was just icing on the cake tx again for such a fun evening

    Linda

  • "little" Alicia

    "little" Alicia

    You are the best mom ever. I love you!

    You are the best mom ever. I love you!

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